Pathetic

Dear self,
STOP IT. Stop putting all your worth and mental affection into these males. I understand you probably have daddy issues or something, but this is ridiculous. This is supposed to be your year! The year where you find your identity and grow strong in it. Where you can be completely independent and be happy about it.

I don't give a shit about who makes you feel special or who makes you feel cheap. They're all assholes. And no e of them are worth your time right now.

SO GET UP. Be happy about life, and be happy about it regardless of whether the sun is up or down.

None of this stupid night depression anymore. You can do it, you can make this time special and important. You can. I know it. So go do it. You ridiculous lazy ass bitch.

Fuck them. Fuck all of them, just know that they're useless and they'll never do enough to deserve your attention. So stop giving it to them.


Thanks, bye

New year, new you

It's 4 in the morning and 2am felt like 10 minutes ago...

Spiraling into the dark place

Don't mind me...